Sunday, May 03, 2009

Senja Di kota Jakarta

Having just returned from yet another short holiday in Indonesia, a lot of my friends ask whats the hype with Indonesia; as in why I visit the place so pretty often so much so that its my fourth now. Apparently a number of people wouldnt give it a second.

Not too sure if its the food, which happens to be awesome if you know where to get. Traffic's a main headache and one lesson which was hard to learn and even harder to forget!! I mean, having gone thru KL's traffic and complain its a nightmare is like a kid's menu to the Indonesians. Not only the country's far bigger, the amount of traffic was significantly higher too. This is often compounded by the lack of roadside manners and courtesy. Of course, common sense and patience was no where to be found. 

Strange though as I encounter them to be extremely polite and courteous while on err... land.. away from the Blue Bird cabs and tuk tuk (yes, they have those there). Which brings me to point of this blog. Why cant Malaysian's be like that? Why can we talk and treat each other with much more warmth and respect? Is it that difficult to smile and be humble while talking to strangers? Do we really owe each other a living so much so that we look more like crooks than customers while we shop? 

I would really suggest each Malaysians, to take a trip to Jakarta, and see for themselves for what I believe these cases are not isolated. Imagine even the security guards are so ever helpful and obliging! A smile (a sincere one that is ) breaks the ice and warms the heart ...if only we Malaysians try. 

Monday, March 02, 2009

This is it?

The past few days have been really tough ... though I'm kinda surprised how tall I could still stand. Not too sure how I'm feeling right now, no one (well, at least those who knows) seems to be able to comprehend the emotions and anxiety and shivers that permeates every single movement and breathe of me. Dont blame them as I guess the outer me does mask the turbulence within. I'm an confused myself. Why ...

This life's journey is mine and I guess it's me walking. These pair of sole ... 

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Trust

What is trust ... and what constitue trust ...

This matter has been boggling me for the past months ... and am just trying to find a glimmer of light (and hope) for enlightenment...


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Another mile ...

Its been a rather long overdue test that I have always told myself to get it done. God knows why I never had the sanity and enlightement to do it ... or rather the maybe I'd overcomplicated things and never had courage and strength to go through the result.

So today it is. without hesitation, I hauled myself into the unknown ... to find out. It's gonna be a long 3 days.. the longest perhaps. 

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

If only I could ...

If only I could ... I wished I'm not compared to such a level in the food chain ... 

Monday, February 16, 2009

Life's just got better ...


The long weekend (yes, yet another one for me) has come and past. Approaching it, being THE weekend for any couple who's not on each other's throat... I was kinda sceptical yet in a dilemma. Honestly, all these years, I have never gone through one that was particularly meaningful let alone experience it in a way it was meant to be . So the emo was really high.

Yet this year, as sceptical as I was initially, it actually turned out pretty well. Gone are the yokes of yesterdays and I could just rest, and simply enjoy the company and fullness of being with my baby.  Life's shouldn't be complicated. It's not about bells and whistles and whatever that glitters, for me now ... its the very chance to be with you. To hold you tight, to hug you warm and to kiss you passionately. Happy VV day baby prince.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Icook ...

Yea... hahaha.. sounds like some cheap made-for-ipod gadget from the Weizhuaning-ish province in China, no? Well... no, its just me... on my first attempt at the kitchen.

It must have more than 13 years ... easy to remember coz the last time my finger touched the wok was really the time I burned the midnight oil for the SPM exams. 

So with much enthusiam, I headed to Cold Storage (not just any kedai runcit k .. ahem) in Solaris Mont Kiara. Nice supermarket, partly due to the fact that I had a worked for them moons ago but mainly due to the fact the store is cool, neat and easy to move around. less some screaming kids and their equally loud mother, it could well be a perfect place to immerse yourself and let loose and relax as you move from aisle to aisle. Dont ask me how and why, it does for me. So, managed to get quite a number of foodstuff (from what is supposed to be a basic fried rice :p ) 

Story short ... it didnt turn out to be what I expected (taste wise at least) though I wasnt expecting the moon. But it was after all, it was worth it, didn't take much of my time, nor was it hot, cleaning up was short ... just to see filled tummy and a glee ... from the baby.       

Friday, February 06, 2009

Reality ...

Just one quickie...top 3 on reality.

1. things are always not what it seems.
2. life's a mountain... yea, a tall one somemore
3. life's an energy ... the more you live it, the you feel it.

no wonder i'm no fortune teller.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Got 5 ...

Facebook turns 5 today... and erm ... so is my blog (well technically not today) . But what the helluva difference these 5 years it has been. No. i'm not talking about how much fine lines have appeared since then but a COOL USD1.5 Billion!!! 

That's how much that harvard bugger have made by just having 15 million people like us updating our routine and poking each other everyday... sigh....for me, this IS the best reality show ever. Take that Amazing Race.. and yes... me. 

Now ... back to work and stop poking. Every poke probably enlarges his kitty by millions every second! Grr...

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Things you learn everyday ...

Yea... I know its kinda cliche to say it again and again, that life's a journey of discovery. That the more we thought we knew, in actual fact, we dont. At all, period.

Yesterday's conversation, or rather, from what seemed to be just a regular Facebook status update, turns out to be an hour long Google and search operation.  (See ... facebooking is good for the mental health after all)

Call me ignorant, but I dont quite care the various words that means the same in English... not that I dont wanna know, oh wel... i'm just plain ignorant then. So there I was, like a kid in a kinddy class ... going thru ox and bulls in the middle of the night.  And now I know ... ah ....

Happy Niu Year everyone ... (i know its kinda late...)

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

February is here ...

It's the first day of work after CNY ... and my boss has just aptly reminded us that we only have 50 days left before the end of Q1 (so much for a happy first day). Well, at least it sounds like someone is keeping tab of time when the rest of us are still in the year-end party mood. Good boys, keep dreaming, the boss is out with a whip already.

So folks, welcome back to reality. The skies are no longer blue (bit hazy actually now) and the work's piling high. Gambateh.  

Friday, January 30, 2009

This is how it should have been...

Like wow alvin .. for the longest ever, well, for the past 4 years ... this is the first major facelift my blog. Nothing to shout about I guess compared to the massive relay and technology-infused blogs of I-shall-not-mention here but I do get certain kick out of it. Its like getting your first very-own toy from your parents (though most likely it has been handed-down from your evil first-born brother), the sense of euphoria is unimaginably...big; though I could sense no one's impressed with what I did here. 

Now, for a person as IT/Web illiterate as I am, this is a major milestone k. Its like going to the moon back in the 50s (yes, i said 50s) or video-calling for your ancestors. Having said that .. I am hopeless in alot of sense and in many ways too...sigh. Here goes

1. I cant cook. 
2. I cant sing.
3. I cant draw
4. I cant (officially) play any musical instrument
5. I cant sew

and the list goes on ...  wow. The laundry is rather complete now.

Friday, January 09, 2009

another sign of aging ....

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Just another reminder... as the little ones celebrate their birthday. Lil Lorraine is already entering Standard 1 this year yet I could still vividly remember her taking her first step to walk.
Happy birthday baby.  

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Phew....

I'm just glad .. for the record. After 3 months of agony and bit of belt thightening, i'm kinda glad that things are turning around again. It's pretty amazing how life can change overnight, or rather just over lunch. Not that I was severely affected by the lack of funds ... just that the festive wasnt that nice if you're on a bit of shoe string and when you have tonnes of wants to fulfill.

Went to my lil pigeon hole in Puchong on Sunday morning, right after a nice dim sum breakfast ( i meant their service, not the good though) with the Pongs to erect the To Let signage. Just within an hour later I received a call to view and .... fast forward to today, I received a confirmation from the new tenant-elect. 

Take care of my lil pigeons ya...   

Friday, December 26, 2008

Glam

MBFC World MasterCard launch - No this wasn't part of the launch (phew..) but it was great joy to let down our hair for once. It's the first major car launch for me in MBFC. 
Now if only I could one ... 
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

1st Jan 2009

It's not my birthday ... but I'm gonna 11176 days old on 1st Jan 2009. No resolution in sight though. Just gonna keep counting. Dont ask me why ...

There. Happy New Year. Another decade is taking its bow soon .... 

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Choice and chances

Someone told me .. long time ago.

Life's about choices we make, and chances we take... Never really dawn upon me, that these choices are also the chances I took. I dont have a point now. Just a wild random thought that's running through my mind. Something big must definitely be coming my way ...  

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Alpinia Apartment : For sale

Hey guys, yes ... my lil apartment is up for sale (again)

RM 105,000.00 (neg)
780 sq ft. 3 bedroom, 2 baths
Alpinia Apartments
Bandar Puteri 
Puchong

Ping Alvin @ 012 273 9686 ...


Sunday, July 20, 2008

Bloggin vs FB

Someone commented that I dont blog anymore (ha ha.. strange, not that I really blog anyway!!) Anyway, eversince FB became like the Starbucks of online-social-networking-bla-bla-bla (yea, I still haven't got a clue what it is actually) I guess its yet another god-sent excuse to short-cut. Its like cheating in Body Jam and Rpm classes you see. Makes and keeps you IN without really having to do the dirty work.

But having said that, blogging has become quite a pretty chore and uphill task lately. It's like having to prepare a meal for the entire clan you see (yes, i don't cook!) and worst of all, not everyone would want to stomach that afterall. Waste of time right? =) Having my mind preoccupied with tonnes of utterly rubbish and nonsense does not help it.

So, FB it is... its fast, easy and most of all, we feel that the whole is actually listening and watching, though I doubt how many actually bothers to vet thru the feeds considering the heaps of cam-whores and delusional freaks out there. Still ... you know most of your 'friends' will be shoved your life-story if they just so happen to be most left-out in the FB world.

Of course, i'd love to lament the lack of gadgets and stuffs to help me blog better (Eee PC .. where art thou!) and also being without the obligatory P-world must have SLR camera doesnt help at all. Haih.. excuses ... Oh oh, one more .. and the fact that this blog has remained unchanged for the past 4 years (something that cant be said about the owner) serves pretty little motivation too.

Now.. here's a blog already lo.

Cheerssss.... =)

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Back ....

How do I start... Hmm... again, there's just so many things in my mind. Guess the goold'old me is back. Funny, just about two months ago, I promised myself to turn over new leaf, no more nonsensical and acting according to my whims and fancies. How fast do human forget.

The past weeks have been a bagful-mix of emotions. Sometimes I do wonder how strong I am and yet most of the time I'm pretty hopeless, especially when it comes to relationship; or rather the lack of it. Yea, lack of it is the word.

Succumbing the ideal Utopian of eternal partnership, I tend to hurl myself blindly into a cobweb of disaster, one after another when it doesnt work; or even if it doesnt not work up to speed. Banished to the idea that I could control and chart my own destiny, I'm beginning to succumb to the weights and yoke of not being able fulfill my hearts desire. My mind's easily cooked up and most of the time I could feel myself drifting willingly into oblivion. I feel horrible again, and I'm not talking about swallowing an elephant for dinner but the awful sensation of not knowing what's next, the hopelessness of not being able to determine why am I feeling that way and the sheer emptiness thats cocoons me. Worst still, the depressive aura is all consuming now; not wanting to speak to people easily, shying away from the commonest of routine and dwelling into multiple scenarios that weren't there in the first place. Help ....