A season to forget ....

This is not what one would be looking forward to blog about, especially on Boxing Day where one would probably still be waddling back to their cars and wondering what Crazy Frog is up 2 with the millions he has just squandered. But what happened to the promise of white christmas, where everything is merry and bright? Gosh ... told you this is not a good year at all for me ...

Heck, as the weekend unfold, it already could well be the most BORING Christmas for me... well not that I bothered to plan anything but somehow I had this hunch that things were not gonna turn up right. Or maybe my mind was still way caught up with my work. How true it was, most of my close friends were not around, vehn's not around so I ended watching King Kong on Christmas eve and SPL today...ALONE; safe for some dinner and makan makan here and there, therez hardly any redeeming grace and mistletoe to shout about.

And just as I thought things have reached the bottom of the cookie crust, it just got worse and crumbles with a mega drama at home. So now not only it was BORING, it was a DISASTER as well.

so here am I at 1:55am in the morning, eyes wide open, mind spinning endlessly for the sanity drive and tummy tumbling wildly (opps... *shake fist* at DarulSalam's fish curry). No one to turn to right now to talk about things that troubles me so am not even thinking about finding a solution.

am I making sense? guess not. Whatever it is ... I might as well start packing now.