This must be the most unbelievable blog yet, so i reckon you should not continue reading if you wanna maintain your sanity, really. but if your're just as aimless and blurred now, be my guest.
Just came from dinner and a long winded day, filled to the brim with meetings after meetings. But its not the meetings that has clouded my vision and senses now, its the god-dam hot-n-sour crab sauces. Ha, kidding.
I think i'm just being overtly worried; this being my long awaited confirmation month of my current job. How did I fared? I sucked major time man. What on earth was I thinking when I picked up this job? Was it just as an escape route from a bottomless pit of Melium? Or was a rational career change? I dunno ... just dunno. Chinese has got this saying that if your bottom is not big enough, dont ever try to sit on a big chair... or was the other way round? hmm.... dunno too.
Neway, i might just be thinking too much, worrying way too deep and over analysing the whole scenario. Its just plain scary now think what's gonna happen next week. I mean, what if I dont get my confirmation? Am I gonna be given the chance to go on? Will I be demoted? Will I be reassigned? aarrrghhh.... help. How come therez cold sweat in a 18c room? Will I be still able to pay for my house? how .....
my gawd, just couldnt believe my arse luck, just over a year ago, there was I thinking of what lies ahead with my (then) new-found job. Could believe that sense of deja-vu has returned so quickly. If only pay-checks come that fast too. ahhh... i'm just so not looking forward to next week. so not looking forward at all. If only I could turn back time, if only I could rewind and unwind. Sigh.
How do you feel 2day?
3 comments:
haiyah calm down lah.
i'm sure you did well, Topshop looks great now wat.
figures how? unless the figures dipped since u came on board....you have absolutely nothing to worry about lah.
K
I hate my current work, so die-ing to leave.. I gone through the stage of career change, I like my previous job, that is my interest.. Well, YES IS ALL ABT THE MONEY, that make me move on from another envioroment that I comfortable stay for 3yrs.. soob.. soob.. Well, guess what, I been working wif this company for 6month now, I reject the comfirmation during appraisel, just love the face when my manager in shock!hehe.. I dono weather I make a right move, many ppl hv diff opinion abt my decision, but to me, I just dunt want to get tie-up wif this company. Anyway still try my luck to move on, I want to get back to what I like to do!
Kyen, I think the day will come soon or later, dunt worry ^_^
Cheers,
Ndr3w
Relax lah bro. It's like that cha'll(As Mariah would say it). Everyone goes through times like this. I can't say much about being employed and not satisfied with the job coz this is my 1st job, only 1 year passed and I am already not happy. To make things worst, if I were to switch jobs, which field should I go to? Another questions which has been bugging me awhile.
The bottom line is, no matter what the outcome is, there definately has to be a reason.
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