Sharper than knife

I'm surprised I'm still here ... it came piercing through, sharper than knife when I least expected. No one in his sane mind would believe it but strangely I did .. or dont I. I dont know.

Life's seemed terribly cruel lately, the person whom you have poured your all into ... suddenly seemed so indifferent and selfish. Is there any meaning left in this relationship? Am I alone in this relationship?

.....just so lonely ....