Another milestone finale ...

Just amazing how times flies ... really, i know its too much a cliche by now and a much sparingly used phrase to use when one wonders and let time passes by his/her life without much being done. But for me i guess this year has been really something and its just to real for it to draw to close soon.

Started January with an almost new leaf, having parted with Vehn after 1.5 years. I wouldnt say it hasn't been wonderful, but the finals were just too painful, up to the point that it pains me no more; but I guess up above, there's a living force whoze mercy was still on me. So there I was, picking up the pieces myself. But i wasnt really alone, in fact, i felt even more blessed to have gone through the storm and to find myself an angel. There's truly a silver lining indeed. Had I not decided to move on, I wouldnt have found the light at the end of my scary tunnel. Thanks sweet for being there with me throughout; giving me hope, helping me to find myself and to make me realise my being here.

Time passes again, I dread as February came and I guess it was really the lowest point of my life this year. Just too many things for this weak shoulder to bear and I guess I almost fell into the deep vacuum of depression. How much and how long could one bear before giving up ... I often ask myself.

But I reckon I came out just fine ... fast forward to December, today, seriously ..... nothing is fine with me now. Its been two unfulfilling years in my career and I cant seem to breakaway, heck, I have not taken a single holiday since May 05 and really, I yearn for one. Gawd ... At the rate things are going, I guess in no time I would have given back almost everything that I have worked and strived for ... sigh ... this is also a year that has seen the most MC taken, the highest blood pressure level and the most frequent headache. Sign of aging has began i guess.

On a much lighter note, i'm really glad that three of my best CB buddies have tied the knot, two of them actually marrying ... well , another two CBs ... Nothing can compare to all of them, who has been my best of pals since the day I started work and its marvelous how much our friendship has flourished and matured throughout these years. Thanks guys, you're the best.

Well... there's actually loads more to whine and rant about but I guess i'm just gonna stop with one last one... to my dearest pal, companion, friend and baby ... not in my wildest dream that I would find you and to have you in my life. As this journey continues ... we shall walk together ... welcome to my life baby.

Blessed Christmas to all ... and a happy new year. 2008, welcome ...

p/s : of course ... to my deared Pepper, love you too!!!